What the heck! I have been extremely demotivated and sad for sometime now, even though I have no reasons to do the same however somethings are beyond control. I guess a part of it is due to mood swings which have begun already.
I am sitting with these reports which I need to write and send out today but I feel completely demotivated at the least. To share a dirty secret I have just not been enjoying my work for sometime now even though i continue to do well. But this has been a persistent feeling for almost a year now and I guess I am way too lazy to do anything about it.
I guess one of the things which I plan to do is to start taking active interest even in things which don't interest me at work and do my best to keep my self focused on my work. I think that alone will give me a lot of sense of achievement at the end of the day.