This is my second attempt to talk to You over this Blog. Everytime I try I lose patience and flow since there are so many things inside me which i must tell You. So I am going to try something, I am going to share one or two things with you every day. As a friend said this to me one day the if there is something piled up then you can't remove it at one go you need to dislodge it one by one.
I am losing a little bit of faith in myself and in my life. You know I have been a fighter always and sheerly because You made me like this. Mom and dad have started noticing it they keep asking me that I don't sound happy. Today I dont feel the point of fighting, I realize that fighting makes sense only if there is something better you can achieve after that fight and if you can't then what is the fight for. That "better" also has to come at only a certain price beyond which the marginal utility is negative I guess.
I do understand that You will make everything fine one day. "When" is the question... I have only one request as always, "Please give me patience, belief in yourself, myself and those around me and along with that large doses of deep faith in You to tide over this. Please also give me the strenght to accept whatever You send my way with equanimity and love"
I love You a lot....
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